And think it is ok

Agitation

Frustration

Can I love myself?

Am I even capable?

Which way?

Which path?

How to choose without attracting “God’s wrath”…

Truth hides so well among fields of lies

Such a surprising disguise!

Friend or foe?

People saying “I am both, you know”

Truth or Lie,

Trust or Die-

And the battle rages on…

Fight to breath-

In anger they seethe

Struggling against the bonds put upon me-

Pain flows fast

When surveying the past.

Thrust from a lonely, sad, loveless life

Into a cruel twisted reality of Her making.

Did mom ever love me?

Has dad ever really seen Me?

Does he even want to?

Accepted by the group only so they could take Me Away from Myself

Has there ever been anyone that has loved Me?

Has there ever been anyone that knew Me and felt that it was good?

Maybe if I put who I am and how I feel down on paper someone might finally see who I am

And think that it is okay.

By Mindy Hawk. All rights reserved.