1/16/2026
Unbidden Memories
Memories swirling around my mind
Memories of days long ago
Dark Memories of Violation
No matter how hard I try I can’t quiet them
Cannot purge them from my thoughts, from my body
This is Agony unending
Flashbacks of my brother and friends forcing me to play “Sailors and Prostitute”
Of my grandfather and his "Satanic cult” forcing me to watch them rape other girls and then taking turns with me
Of being forced to watch as he stabbed Mindy over and over again, her blood splashing on me like hot rainn
murdering her for yelling at them to stop hurting me
Then being told that I killed her because I cried out in pain
Made to help carry her lifeless, blood-slick body to the flooded copper mine
Watching him tie a big rock to her with baling
Twine and throwing her into the dark, murky water and watching her body sink
Memories of telling my brother “Mindy is in there” when we were exploring the woods around the mine
