Path to true Self: Sing of the Days of Innocence

Friday, September 5, 2014

Sing of the days of innocence, how they once were,

-I loved all the people in my life, with an unconditional love, with all

of my heart.

-I trusted them, with a trust that only a child could have.

-I believed in them, that they would be able to give me what I needed.

-I looked to them to mirror back to me who I was.

-I went to them when I was hurting inside…

Sing of the days of innocence, bitter though they were,

-My innocent love ebbed away in response to HIS sick touches.

-My young trust was abused as they manipulated me to give them what they wanted despite the horrible effects it had on me.

-My hopeful belief in them was stripped bare as countless times they only satiated their own desires, leaving me with nothing.

-My natural desire to look to them turned to a desire to run from them as they mirrored back to me only hatred, evil, guilt, and pain.

-My need to be comforted by those I loved, twisted by HIM into me having to comfort him in his sick and perverse ways.

Sing of the days of innocence, gone though they are,

-They were taken from me so long ago by the wandering fingers of greedy men.

-My childhood was taken away from me by their loveless actions of “sexual” violence.

-Those days were robbed from me by the skillful lies, petty deceit of so many of the people that I loved.

-He forced the premature end of my days of innocence as pain after pain piled up to build a wall that was for so long impenetrable.

-Those days were ripped from me and replaced by them with the shackles of guilt and blame that they so craftily laid upon me.

Sing of the days of innocence and how they should have been-

Sing of the days of innocence and how they truly were-

Sing of the days of innocence to end the pain they carry-

Sing of the days of innocence, that you might be set free from the bondage of the past.

Path to true Self